stomach growls

for the first time in my life for no particular reason i went tanning.

wrong move

cause now my nose is burnt, hurting like shitz and i m as dark as azad! argh i swear never to tan ever again and tt my bikini shall be worn in the shade. out of pt but i dun care

m a r c h h o l s
:) holidays. the root of all happiness
though he'd be busy :(

curry udon at nooch
noodle was good curry was great. spicy *yum
but the potatoes and carrots and beef were bleah~ harddd.. it's as if they were all half cooked or something

speaking of food i m hungry now. again.. but there was some huge cockroach blocking my way in front of the kitchen so i cannot enter.. haha. yes cockroaches have this power of fear over me. arghh

i realize tt i m blogging in some random way but i can't function properly when i m hungry as xy n rachel wld have known by now. nothing making any sense came out of my mouth. so ya i need food

maybe we have all begun the walk to jadedness.
tt one day when i stop lookin into the stars and be amazed
and scoff at the infinite vastness of the sky
when i fail to be touched by innocence
and ignore the tiny yellow flowers by the road
look at tears in the eye and not try to bring the
smile
back on
tt one day when i get too tired to love with all my heart and soul
pls jst kill me
for i have stopped living