can i help chew?

the world is damn bloody hot and burning and humid and stuffy now. everywhere i go i die of sweat and heat and the neverending lethargicness of feeling warm. the darn hole in the ozone layer is definitely one huge ass thing now. we need captain planet! or go green man.. oh nooo we need ice man!!! noww!

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and they are grey like a pre storm sky. peaceful unmoving and with the tinge of sadness drifting in the wind. and intensity hidden well hidden behind every corner of a cloud. greyed beautiful melancholy, shifting and changing and wild in all its different shades of blues and greys, yet constant and sober. transcient but real, prodding at every soft spot of the heart. hurting breathing bleeding and wrenching but alive

but ending it's ending
please dun ever
i shall await the gentle closing of the sky when the grey changes to black and quietly collect the tear drops in pails and buckets and little plastic containers.
another memory for a sunnyday

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dun u hate it when people go "just kidding" after saying something reallie serious/offensive

like " i hate you/your sweater/your bf/your gf/your frens/your hair.. oops just kidding"

...

or "u are/that is/it is so ugly/fat/tacky/stupid/dumb/retarded/gaudy.. oops just kidding"

half the time people actually mean it but sometimes they dun.. but still it reallie gets on people's nerves. wats worse:

"eh you know.. tsk hm nvm"

*stangles person to death*

ok i noe sometimes my consistent "ya"-ings are equally bad i will always try to fill them with comprehensible words from now on. haha