fluttering dreams like insane butterflies

yes i finally managed to stay awake long enuff for me to dig out the laptop and come online. but i must say sleeping from about 8/9pm every night to 6am in the morning is da bomb. the most luxurious thing one can afford to do right now.. and it works wonders for ur complexion :D
oh, naturally leaving no time for studying at all.. hence the pile of incomplete essays bleah~
achievement of the day: completed my e8 essay after starting on it abt three weeks ago.
my mum also started nagging at me at the weirdest times such as 2am in morning when i wake up to use the toilet or during random calls on the hp. i suppose that's forgivable since the daughter spends half her day in school and comes home to sleep immediately..and i reallie mean immediately. she probably misses me alot awww.. haha
some private number called me just now and put down the fone immediately after i answered it
i would like to think that it was him
maybe he regretted calling me the moment he heard my voice
or he unconsciously dialled the wrong number and realised it too late or he thought it'd be fun to fuel the little hope i have at the back of my mind
perhaps he wants me to call him back and ask him whether he called me just now
anything
anythingat all
maybe not
chances are it's probably some dude who called the wrong number. without the guts to even apologise to me. if it is so...

DAMN YOUU

for waking me up from my slumber (yes that's why i'm online now) for no reason at all and resulted in me thinking too muchhh.. for my own good.
as u can see i am a little cranky here
school has been a pain in the ass
i made one regrettable mistake after another
and now i am facing suspension
until i redeem myself tmr..
ok here's a little something to make my life sound less as though it were in the dumps. i have joined all the fingers of my clay work up!!! art seems a little less like a chore now and dunn seems to be a little wittleee less naggy now :)

some things are unredeemable and unretrievable
moments
people