i have kinda forgotten wats it like
to be nice
and earnest
and unstressed
and unstoned
and in focus
and alert ard ppl
to love school
(if ever there was such a day)
to listen and just accept
to love and be happy
sleep peacefully and not dream
dream and wake up smiling
smile and not know it
to not know a thing at all
to have money left over at the end of the week
to hold a civil conversation with mum and dad
to draw non stop on every book cover
read for 24 hrs
sing in a choir
have a crush on someone
eat everything in sight
believe in my future
to be unable to control my laughter
to cry when i feel like it
when i need to
when i want to
remember
and then forget