it's been awhile since sch ended and i thought i wld actually be having the time of my life. after all, school's ended. but this period of almost two mths proved to be strangely disappointing as my body weaves through each passing event and actions detached from my mind which remains left behind in a stage of surreal emptiness. intact from the moment i steopped out from my final alevel paper despite all the change that's infiltrated my life.

it's true that now im doing stuff that i like, unlike during sch where i was constantly being forced against my own will, scrutinised and running ard like a labrat in a maze. alas this onli prevents me from being unhappie but does not bring me up to the much elevated level of happiness. so wat if i noe how to drive. so wat if i club more often now. so wat if i can go out more freely now. so wat if i am earning more money. so wat if i have more time to go overseas.

i have not typed a proper entry in awhile.
sorrie everyone whom i pangsay today.. esp joan and chris. i'll catch up with you guys soon, after the 24th. i'll be away in china.. sms me if any of u guys wan any real looking fake-o LVs and the such haha.. i will be activating my roaming services taaa