i just spent the past two hours analysing, cross examining, evaluating the available essay qns, in other words, choosing which qn to do. in other words, i have not started on anything yet. it is extremely amusing at how the lecturer tries to get students to do the seemingly tougher qns by promising to "look upon them with some indeterminate amt of special favor" haha! a very ambivalent but effective method, surely for some who are especially gungho. i wld not mind taking on this qn too actually if i knew my text well enough as i shld. but unfortunately nt, so i shall content myself to being part of that vast majority of unfavored individuals.

i am having a severe severe case of mental constipation. all sense of logical thinking has departed me the moment i decided to get down to the actual concrete work. all that ive seen in jol's blog is coming true for me. thought synthesizing and plagiarism, or the fear of it, is a pain in the ass. it's like witnessing a prophecy or the apocalypse coming true and there's nothing u can do abt it. so u do wat u do best: blog. hahhaa..

i am happy to say that my sg film grp has finally settled on a script. they are reallie cool abt it and we are gg to give our two cents worth on several aspect on singapore identity, touching on censorship, government campaigns and shit like tt, lightly of course since we're trying to keep out butts in sch and out of jail. hha.. certain ppl do not take too kindly to strong comments and this is of cos just a sch proj ;)