they say that the ivle is the backbone of ur nus education
i have no backbone haha

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have u ever been in love? where the butterflies no longer flutter in your restless heart b4 everyday date and getting the couple seat in theatres stops being mandatory. not the sweet nothings tt intoxicated your mind at the concerted end of date sunset or the phone calls every night to prove that you're the last thing on his mind before he sleeps. certainly romance, a little like bicardi. easy on the tastebuds, fast on the adrenalin. affordable, exchangable with many..

no i refer to a love worn out by quarrels and petty squabbles, stained by mistakes, raised voices and tears, hardened with cold wars and lies and deceit and threats and neglect and distrust. nights after nights of crying alone in the dark, cracks that even roses and moonlight or poems cannot conceal, even if u may choose to forget, u cannot forgive. a chilling siren which sounds whenever two eyes meet. because we see in it the other side of the person they so carefully hid. more so, the reflection of ourselves, an embarressing reminder of the imperfections we're so conscious about.

time to walk away. to find someone who loves you for who you wan them to see. only

and it is that kind of love. one that others cannot conceive unless they stayed till the end.

you tore away my skin and saw my naked heart. with your bare hands, you picked up this throbbing ugliness and put it in urs and said, "now we are one"