this is a long overdued post. sorry to keep you waiting :)

my thoughts are scattered all over the place now, like flies. my attempts to capture some of the more impt ones.

1. thank you everyone for spending my 19th birthday with me. and all the long distance calls and sms made it all so wonderful and special :)

2. i made a list of all the lessons ive missed so far. nt a v long list i must say, in fact not even a list at all. hahaa beams* i shall not disclose the number (which reallie is a single digit less than 5 by the way hahhaha) cause i know that there are others who prob have not missed a single lesson AT ALL. something i shall aim at next sem. for now i shall content myself to stiving not add on to the list.

3. your emotional world and reality are really two separate but parallel universe. one may be in total disarray but the other still goes on. as i learnt recently. things still gotta be done. cause we often mistake one world to be our entire universe.

4. time to go on a diet. oh i ate at The Line the other day. it is bloody fantastic. desribing it wld do it no justice. and the food ESP the desserts are to die for. first hand experience is critical and required here.

5. have you kept any of this kinda promise? a promise nv to lie or cheat. or a promise to call later when you reach home or when you wake up? the promise to wait and stay and the promise to move on. and another, to love unconditional and forever. and another, to never leave. and another, to never make you cry.
i will make no such promises anymore but keep them anyway.