if you are a 'the journey is more important than the end' person, then you would beat yourself up over a little blogging and meaningless phone conversations in the midst of a race to reach a 1500word mark..

but i like to think of myself as a goal oriented person so like the proverbial little turtle, i shall crawl my way slow and steadily to the finishing line. plus points for honesty in admitting that it may be 3am before i may see the end of this!

zouk last night was a failed mission to get high. nevertheless i had fun. the night started badly actually when i was abandoned all alone at the bar for half an hour! den as i was leaving i met eugene. THANK GOD. after that it was gooooood all the way.

As we all ply one another with drinks, i am comforted to meet an old friend. I know I would have gone home grumpy otherwise and i hate that.



when i m angry, i am actually angry and disappointed with myself. these rage they have no where to go.