met up with the girls the other day to enjoy good home cooked food, wine and great conversation. once again kexian never failed to impress me with her uncanny likeness to miranda frm SATC.

talking to the girls always allow me to view my life in a different perspective. i feel relatively calmer after each session, it's almost like therapy! though i still cannot make sense of many things, i feel like i probably can.. in the future. or given time, it might not matter so much anymore.

so it will be any sleepless night. my dreams have been haunting me. i see all my fears and desires every night projected and manified a thousand folds out of my subconscious. its grotesque yet oh so close to the heart. can't stop thinking. not tired enough.