today we returned our stuff to each other. i kept quiet when he tells me how much he loves me and how good we were together. he asked me if i was angry. i am not, i just do not want to add to the ridiculousness of the whole situation. two people who say they love each other but cannot be together. this is not a bloody drama serial.

it's supposed to be simple. even now, a part of me cannot comprehend. since we want to be together, why can't we just simply be so? what could be more difficult than the pain we feel now..